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23 / 4 / 2012 @ 17:03

From friends, to lovers, to absolutely nothing but complete strangers who were once very much in love. Its been a year and I’m still feeling like this? i know i shouldn’t be, but i can’t help it. i have so much anger towards you, i literally want to bash your face with a bat. You told me things, you promised me things, you showed me things. But the things you told me were lies, the things you promised me, you broke and the things you showed me… they were just a show. I don’t get why you act like this towards me, i did nothing wrong. I really don’t ask much from you, all i want is for you to be there for me as a friend like you said you would do. But its funny because you can’t even keep your word. And thats what makes me angry. I don’t care what your doing or who your with, i just need a friend, because you were the one who cared at the time, the person who loved me so much, the person i thought i was going to be with forever. All i want to know is why can’t you be there for me… and the part that really hurts is that i kept my word, but you can’t. I honestly just don’t get it.